effinninja

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 16:00:54 GMT

Where is the snow? I cant wait for a nice snow fall. But, when will it come? oh dear lord brings that wintery goodness......

the question is why?

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 08:36:19 GMT

Why and why? I dont understand anymore....Everybody tells me that this girl,the one that i look down on the palm of my left hand, "has a thing for me"-"likes me". then i go to work and a co-worker asks me if im forgiving.. Why i ask.. forgiving...like if someone smokes, u seem like u would be one that easily forgives, the co-worker said....i of course asked why?-who are u talking about...they wouldnt say...i asked for about ten minutes if the co-worker is talking about the same person that the others told me of. it ended up to be the same person... someone comes up to us and asks what we were talking about.. and the co-worker said we were talking about a girl that likes me and goes to her school...Like everyone else the co-worker said that we should go out.... .......Now im getting the picture that she really liked me and i did kind of like her.....
So we hang out on a sat. night and afterwards she tells a best friend that everyone is giving me the wrong impression and she only wanted to be friends........
Now,,,there is the question WHY? ....Why would everyone get the wrong impression and practically say the same thing, even when the co-worker doesnt hang out with everyone else and talk to me about such a thing....Its so confusing and its constantly flowing through my mind, repeating itself ... Why?-whats going on-Why?

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 09:08:02 GMT

Update from the ever loved rec room:

Tay's cool.

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 23:07:48 GMT

welll ...... we are heading up to jims house for some tea by 7:40 and in the meantime blah

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 10:11:53 GMT

i began to gaze down my hallway and saw nothing......"Is anybody home," I yelled. Hearing nothing in return i continued on my way checking my first room...Opening the door to a brightly painted pink room ...seeing nothing out of the ordinary. by the second room i could hear a faint sound of crunching bones almost like the sound my dog makes while chewing one.. this is different tho .It was like chewing it more violently ...i applied my ear on the door but I could not hear anything. This means its coming from my parents bed room.....

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 17:36:08 GMT

changed the pic

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 17:24:35 GMT

hmmm, life is good

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 20:34:16 GMT

Changed Screen Name: TheN1nja

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 01:57:16 GMT

I knew there was no way to save him, so i ran to thy house...Breathing to fast,,,heart beating to fast,,,,i had to sit down. I just realized something; It was strange but there was no one in my house ..Well from what i could see at least. But there was no sounds of foot steps or even voices.. maybe they could be upstairs, I thought. I began to walk up the 22 steps i have been walking up every day of my life. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 By the sixthteen step i heard something.. It wasnt any ordinary sound. It was chilling; making my hair stand on end... 17 18 19 ...Usually by step nineteen i could see the second floor of my beloved house..

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 04:10:11 GMT

17 June...

Life as we know is to an end.. I am only writing this journal because there might be somebody out there still alive to read it.. My last entry was very short and sweet, so this one will make up for it... No one is aloud in or out, because of our military blocking off all exits of this town...There afraid of the viral infection. The infection that is spreading threw every single living creature turning them into lifeless beings walking our land like they own it. They transmit there disease by biting into there victims in a cannabolistic manner. Using there rotten chipped teeth to scrape whatever they can off the victims bones. I witnessed this myself when they got my dog in the park. The poor animal saved my life tho. Attacking them trying to push them away from me just enough to let me escape there grasp.. I ran and ran until i was out of breath. In the distance i could see them tearing away at my dog , screaming for help....TO BE CONT...

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 19:38:20 GMT

work games shows and friends..........maybe some homework

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 02:12:06 GMT

full day of school or half a day of school?
that is the question.....

what the hell how about no school . Now thats what we need but that means no Dawn of the Dead tomorrow witch will suck badly.

But i believe will skip school tomorrow if there is a full day because there is no more room in helll and the undead are walking about.

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 03:25:56 GMT

i dont know.....

yea

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 18:10:11 GMT

Yesterday was a fun day except for work but the metro was cool......At the end of the show i realized ,when i was playing a game, that i was having deja vu..Deja vu,ifthats how u spell it, is kind of weird.I had the dream about a week ago and i have been having deja vu experiences about once a week now...I realized something yesterday and probably times before that but its wierd becuase when you have deja vu its like seeing into the future....also that so called vision might happen depending on how realistic it is. when it happens u feel weird than u remember something like you've been there before....what im saying is that everybody has a set path and no matter what u can do u cant change it because we cant remember that dream ,that will happen some time in our life, in the morning when we wake up ...................But what if we did remember it and we noticed something that would bring us into that situation that we had in that dream and we turned around and did something else..?????? oh yea and one more thing .........Nick was the first and still is the groggy bitch!!!!!!!

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 03:08:42 GMT

today was good..........school wasnt that bad but it was still bad....after school me,AJ,and Mike got together and we played some Final Fantasy Chrystal Chronicals,the most amazing game so far...and it was fun..Meandaj were making fun of mike's korean speech impedimentlol....he gets so pissedlolwellthatsitthosohaveanicedayandp.s.nickisagroggybitch

wooo

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 03:39:48 GMT

I didnt write a journal in a long time woooo.....Show on sat was really good and i had a great time hanging out with everyone.....Today was a really good day...I first hung out with mike moran and we played video games all day than at night me and nick went to barnes and nobles than we went to the pittson donut connection....it was a good time .......carmen and some of his friends stopped in and we had some good conversations....well that is all for awhile

P.s. Nick you are a super groggy bitch!

;fjd;j;ljksadfl;kja

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 00:16:12 GMT

I like it when people make up stuff up about someone else like my self or when there mad at me for a reason that isnt true but who cares..........hahahahahahahahahahaahahhahahahahahahahFuckhahahahahhhahahahahahaShit hshshshshsahahahahahahahahahhahahahaahhCockahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahaTerretsahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahDepressionhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhhahhaahhahhahahahhahhahhahhahhahhhahhahhahhahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahaahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahahahhahaahahhahahaalol

blah

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 02:48:28 GMT

Last week me and Brittany broke up....I Had a long time to think,really long time, .....I figured out that me and brittany really werent that good together....I like snowboarding and other extreme music ....she disliked that kind of stuff...........I like punk music and wierd kind of music .....she liked alot of music but not really what i liked..........I like to go to shows ......she doesnt......I like to try new things......she likes to listen other peoples opinions on if something is good or bad and if it is bad she will never try it..........what i reallized about that this was that she disliked pretty much everthing that i like...........
Brittany I know u were sad about this whole situation but dont be all depressed over me ....There will be plenty of guys out there for u and maybe a few of them will be just like you are...Dont worry

Anyway for christmas she GAVE me a neckless which i wore everyday and for valentines day she GOT me a watch which i loved........ Well today i guess she told nick to tell me "Tell jerry I need the neckless and watch back" " Tell him to give them to ron SINCE I SEE HIM MORE" Alright I thought we were still going to be friends and i thought i was still going to the prom with her but i guess that isn't going to happen.....I gave her a teddy bear for Valentine's day and i dont think im going to ever ask for that back....I GAVE it to her...It was a present!!!!!
But what ever i was hurt ....and ill give ron the stuff tomorrow .........

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 03:19:30 GMT

I kept telling myself and telling my to not get into it ...because i didnt want to be like the other guy "u know" but it happened .......everything is ok but i hurt myself well anyway back too final fantasy yeaaaaaaaaaaaa

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 02:47:15 GMT

final Fantasy and final Fantasy.........thats pretty much my life since yesterday .....amazing...sound is great and the graphics are so god dam amazing...yes and the fighting is off the wall just like my spin kicks.......

well

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 02:55:15 GMT

today was alright...went to nicks band practice-good-.........went and picked up matt and went out filming-better-.........nick getting a super credit card-priceless

yea

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 17:44:52 GMT

no school today ....no school today.....its all good that there is no school but cant do anything because of the ice so i just sit home waiting for the time i have to go to work........well anyway nothen really went on recently except i had work last night and i went over brittany's house on wed. for a fun time....the only day i had off this week was wed... that was a pretty surprise for me ......its coooool!!!!

today

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 18:38:52 GMT

well..........snow sleet ice............where did it go its just crappy rain.......but its all good ..got out of school early ..everything is good now brittany's mom and me ...its all good...depression sucks and i got rid of it pretty fast...

and now im just happy hahahhahahhaahhahahahahahahhhahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahhahahaahahahahahaahahahhahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahhahahaahahhahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaaha

Depression sucks

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 20:35:37 GMT

my weekend started sucky than it turned into depression..........Fri..was alright than Sat. caught me off guard....I had work during the day at the grand Play Paza than Nick told me something.... Brittany was Fighting with her mom on Fri. night and that fight was about me...Now I thougth Brittany's mom was the most amazing mom in the world.....But she was fighting with her mom because her mom thinks i am using brittany for when im bord and i have nothen to do.....this case threw me in a world of depression.I try to keep a smile but sometimes its just hard to make one.....I asked Brittany on Sat. night to see what the fight was about and she said it was because she brought over friends and her mom was angry because of that...now that got me thinking....i wanted to believe brittany but than today ron comes to me and said" Yo, man i got something to tell you but i dont want u to get mad at me for trying to help you,".....I said" Shut up ron I already know what you are about to talk about." ....He said " than what "....I "its about fri.day right?" ......ron" Yea"......."I dont want to talk about so shut up".......ron"Well I just want to let you know I tried to stick up for".......yea right ...... before this Nick told me that his witness said that Ron didnt stick up for me and all he said was "True....True....True" and true....i dont know if he was lying or i just heard wrong...I dont know so i didnt say anything to ron......what ever i have work now and i will try to keep a happy face on.................................................................................afj;ljksaf;hjksagf;k

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 03:32:30 GMT

i was surprised we had a 2 hour delay today .......i thought there wasnt going to be one.......no school tomorrow ..yeaz..Today sucked because of work,, At this job of mine they make u do stuff which alot of people would call it slave labor....well since i dont know what i want to talk about ill just blah blah blah...blah blah....blah blah blah blah blah..blah blah blah...there we go i think i got out what i needed oh wait adn blah blah blah blah.....